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things are getting back to normal, relieved
i start to miss chris again…
focus
i need to stay focused…
forgot my pass today
forgot to check all the doors last Thursday
forgot to spell check before sending out that email
shit!
so!?
so, exams of the 1st half year is done, the next around is by Oct, i can kind of relax for a week or something :-)
lazy was the theme of this afternoon, watched whole bouch of tv series, ate a whole lot of snacks, no dinner……
back to working out, my arms are tired from lifting the water bottle, 100 crunches, 200 lounges, 15 push ups, 80 squats, and some more…happy!!
where the heck is chris?
0.2RMB per ticket
went to a park that cost me 20 cents for ticket, can’t believe at all…
still trying to finish reading the book of energy law, really hard to read…
help me…
b-day astro
today is astro’s birthday, texted him this morning, and he replied around noon, seems things are good with him and maris now, good to know and happy for them.
had today off to catch up more study, got two courses tomorrow, spent some hours in the morning and some hours in the afternoon to read thru one book, gonna read another one tonight, and wish for the best for this weekend. had 1/2 leftover fish for lunch, dozen off after that, it was astro’s texts woke up, gosh he is really watching me :-)
had another 1/2 leftover for dinner, too much things on my mind, and i need to stay focused, remember, if i don’t know what to do and about to panic, just do not act on it…
hope for the best.
i miss him, off and on…
last supper??
just got home, tired, especially my feet, standing for a couple of hours can make you really tired…
a very so busy day, 70+ people meeting, 18 people dinner, so bascially i am running around up and down starting from 10am for about 11 hours.
luckily the meeting was fine, the dinner went well, boss was happy, kitchen team was happy, i am happy.
gonna fresh up and rest, thank goodness.
argh!!!!!!
again, i past out on the couch, woke up by the noise of the firdge…
i am really tired……
BBQ?
so i couldn’t fall into sleep till almost 2am this morning, and woke up by 7ish…went to work, found Amy there, no comments on that.
shitty day, felt really tired, didn’t want to cook, so i bought some dumplings, then i found my neigbhours making BBQ under my windows. they are a bit too good to be true, i am sure they have normal people’s problems but they are just really happy, parents working hard, daughter in school, they made the first patch for me, i ate it right away because i wanted to, i was craving for some spicy food already, then they gave me some more twice, it was more than i can finish in two days…
they live in a 30sqm big place, two rooms, no kitchen, no bathroom, but they are a decent family, happy and stick to each other.
normal family with normal happiness do exist.
be calm, everything will be fine, i tell myself.
so far? so far!
not in the reading state of mind tonight, or today…just finished today’s workingout, 80 squats, yep,started from 50, now 80, and 60 crunches with 1.5L weight water, 60 arm weight, 20 push ups, 40 high legs and 60 lounges, then showered.
now i am sitting here, reading all my blog entry from today and back to Nov, 2012. i am glad to see that i have been:
-making progress everyday,
-learning something everyday,
-dealing with things and people with more paitence and care,
-taking good care of my cats and myself
-getting good control over my own emotions,
-being grateful to most of the things/people everyday,
-working out almost 5 times per week,
-cooking a lot more than ever, eating loads of greens and fruits,
-not being sad or negative that much anymore
-missing chris and some friends a lot
so, where do i go from here?
woke up around 8ish, turned pc on and went to make soy milk, when i returned, i found chris’ message on qq, but he was off, kind of feel bad how the conversation went these days, so i emailed him to say that i would be online next Sunday night, as my exams will be finished by that morning, if he wants to talk to me, he would show up, i guess…
i wish to see him, but also not sure if i am ready to deal with what we left, the good, the bad, the ugly…
lazy this weekend, didn’t cook till this dinner, made noodles with two eggs…no additional fruit, just an apple per day…
shame…
just fell in love with this man!!!!
this looks mega painful. imma do it
^said every fitblr ever lol
(Source: wrestlingisbest)
This is my fifteen year old sister, Hannah. She has a cyst on her pineal gland, which is in the middle of her brain. (From what I understand, a cyst is like a tumor but filled with liquid.) We’ve known about it for about two years, and it constantly gives her horrific headaches, that can last weeks. Her vision is getting very bad because of it too, and so is her quality of life, she’s started fainting and had a couple seizures recently. Just last week we had a Skype conference with one of the two neurosurgeons, in the world, who would potentially perform the surgery to remove it. (A lot of people have trouble getting this surgery approved, but because Hannah’s is one of the largest cysts in one of the youngest patients, it was approved.) Praise God. The surgery will take place in June, but only if we can pay the $50,000. We really need help raising this money.
http://www.youcaring.com/medical-fundraiser/help-hannah/46345
This is the link to the fundraising site.
Any amount helps.
Please keep her in your prayers.
<3
Seriously guys, get on this. If my followers alone donated a dollar each it would make a huge difference. Please, you don’t know what this means to me, or Hannah, Natalie and Timmy for that matter.
Even if you can’t donate, reblogging helps too.
so, the big day was over, boss was happy, his wife was happy, deputy boss was happy, seemed everyone was happy, and of course some were drunk, i was happy too.
but kind of feel lost, now my contract is about to end, literally 1 more month time……
getting ready
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